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    Elena Liventseva (Academy of Documentary and Art Photography "Fotografika")
    Looking for my mother
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    Interpretive Project
     
    My project is about closeness with mom. In my childhood, my mother almost never was near, then she completely disappeared. My childhood passed in an attempt to hide and protect myself from the label “orphan”. For 15 years I didn’t know about my mother, but I continued to look for her. In my memory, she remained young. I didn’t recognize her when we met. Recognition of mother began with the recognition of her body. Everything changed when I found out about mom’s childhood trauma. At 12, she gave birth to a baby. But the girl drowned at the age of 6 months. It was a child’s sorrow over a child. Sorrow became a family secret that couldn’t be mentioned. Mom didn’t forgive herself; harming herself was easier than forgiving. She hid her life in guilt, hopelessness, alcohol. Now our closeness with mom continues to grow, although the past still interferes with us.
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    This is an archive photo of me in childhood. My mask is a symbol that I closed myself from the world
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    Archive photo, collage. My mother is with her parents. I tried to rediscover my family history.
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    Story: Looking for my mother
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    My mother's body. Recognition of mother began with the recognition of her body.
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    The drowned child dress as a symbol of my mother's childhood trauma
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    Baby photo of my mom. A photo from archive. Needles symbolize childhood injuries. She felt herself like an unloved daughter.
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    This is a portrait of my mother. I wanted to show her guilt and hopelessness. She hid her life in guilt, hopelessness, alcohol.
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    An archived photo from my school Yearbook (school album), a collage. Childhood trauma distorted my self-image.
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    Now our closeness with mom continues to grow. Gloves are a symbol of the past, which still interfere us to be close.
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    This flower shows our connection with mom. Despite the trauma of our childhood, we are one.
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    Mom and me. Through my body, I tried to feel our connection as women, women of a kind.
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    My hand. Our closeness continues to grow, and I hope that we will not lose each other.
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    Nikon INC. MediaStorm National Geographic Missouri Photo Workshop National Press Photographers Foundation University of Missouri
    Photography at the Summit True/False Film Fest