this project is about my mom and her illness. about a disease that closes her in the inner room of images. mom has schizophrenia. when she has relapses, she often looks in our eyes and says «you look at me badly», but this «bad» meaning, which only she understands.

and a person finds himself in a closed room inside himself, looking, but can't see clearly.

in moments when she feels bad, i try to catch her eye, where exactly she is looking, what can she imagine instead of what is in front of her.

she often looks at the windows, often starts washing her hands, dishes, goes to the sink and just turns on the water...

through the pictures, i wanted to show her look and the feeling of that «bad» might suddenly arise.